musings
birthdays birthdays and more birthdays...when we turn 21 we really shd be happy!! but when u turn 21, your other frens turn 21 too!!! and that means burning holes in your pocket nearly every month...oh well...i am not alone i guess....
went for a fren's party last night...and another fren celebrated her b'day at the same place too last month...hahaha...talk about deja vu...
anyway i realised we are all pretty sick of the parties and the idea of holdin it in a chalet...
but really with a severe lack of budget and the need to hold a large crowd (40 over relatives and dunno how many frens) i really can't think of a better place....
thought of just calling off the idea but its a tradition and a good excuse for someone like me who hardly hold parties...cliche as this may sound....sigh...
personally i'm kinda afraid of turning 21...i dunno whether afraid is the right word to use but in any case, i dun wanna turn 21 so soon...maybe cos at this point in time, i feel that life is pretty boring...not so much the lack of another half but the fact that i really dunno what i'm going to do after i get my degree...i can't see myself working 9-5...yet i dun see myself embarking on some journey or things like that...my life's not exactly routine, its not really boring yet somehow it seems pretty screwed up....why!?!!?!?!
today's a sunday...it's 2.18 pm but i'm alone at home on the com and i dun even know what to do on the com....i wanna watch a movie, meet up with frens yet i dun really wanna get up, out of my chair and change and then the idea of spending more money...
yest jus sat for 2 papers in school, too brain dead to wanna study anymore...
wanna go learn the piano, jus music pieces but i dun have a piano at home to begin with...and, there's the problem of money....
what makes life interesting?! trying to solve stupid, minor, insignificant problems like these o_O
posted by pearlewurly @ 2/27/2005 02:00:00 pm
